Overex journey

well, my “being over an ex” journey is almost hitting a two years anniversary. I believe I’ve been through all stages: sadness, anger, desperation, partying, drinking, concentrating on work, concentrating on other people, sports but i still have her on my mind, everyday.

yes, I have learned how to live with it. thoughts about her are somewhere in the background, like almost muted music.

yes, it doesn’t hurt like before, it actually does not hurt no more. except for huge waves of sadness that hit me from time to time.

and yes, I still love her. I sincerely and truly love her. it fascinates and scares me at the same time.

maybe I just need to visit a psychologist and figure my shit out but i’m too broke for that. so I am going to share my thoughts here.